Sunday, April 6, 2008

wth.

It has been a few years since i knew u and sadly i dun see any change in u. From the time we were close, i knew u were like that, always avoiding issues and dun have the guts to face things bravely. However, i choose to accept u and i tot i could change u. Alas, i failed. And it was also partly the reason why my feelings changed.



It was always unbelievable when the problem was staring rite IN UR FACE and u could always find a way to avoid seeing it and live ur life as normal, for that i SALUTE you. It was always frustrating for mi when the problems were between us and u chose to ignore it or put it till later, i always tot u would solve it the next day but whem tomorrow came, u "forgot " that there was a problem. Times hav past and i tot u would have changed slightly but... U still refuse to tell mi whats the problem and will only talk to mi when i manage to guess it correctly. I have seen through ur character and cannot be bothered to make an effort to guess anymore. U always seem to have misgivings about mi and i have changed so much for u i tink the last time, my bad temper and stuff. When i tell u about ur misgivings, u just listen and dun do anything about it... whats this? equality? give and take? I think not.



I am so tired studying the whole day and only managed to sleep like 20 mins when u made such a ruckus, ignoring my existence and feelings, so is this ur way of saying u are displeased? grow up please. Believe mi, i tried to make an effort to talk to u already but if u still promptly refuse, u pay for the consequences.. cos 2 can play the game.. and for those that chance upon this blog, believe mi i am not revengful in nature but just that whem the shyt keeps pouring on u time and again, i believe u will snap too...



Hope everyone out there is having a better day than mine cos this is some random pent up frustration and ranting of mine~



*On a happy note, i am happy cos U are back from ur 3 day excursion already,sleep tite and rest well okie* =)

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