wth.

It has been a few years since i knew u and sadly i dun see any change in u. From the time we were close, i knew u were like that, always avoiding issues and dun have the guts to face things bravely. However, i choose to accept u and i tot i could change u. Alas, i failed. And it was also partly the reason why my feelings changed.



It was always unbelievable when the problem was staring rite IN UR FACE and u could always find a way to avoid seeing it and live ur life as normal, for that i SALUTE you. It was always frustrating for mi when the problems were between us and u chose to ignore it or put it till later, i always tot u would solve it the next day but whem tomorrow came, u "forgot " that there was a problem. Times hav past and i tot u would have changed slightly but... U still refuse to tell mi whats the problem and will only talk to mi when i manage to guess it correctly. I have seen through ur character and cannot be bothered to make an effort to guess anymore. U always seem to have misgivings about mi and i have changed so much for u i tink the last time, my bad temper and stuff. When i tell u about ur misgivings, u just listen and dun do anything about it... whats this? equality? give and take? I think not.



I am so tired studying the whole day and only managed to sleep like 20 mins when u made such a ruckus, ignoring my existence and feelings, so is this ur way of saying u are displeased? grow up please. Believe mi, i tried to make an effort to talk to u already but if u still promptly refuse, u pay for the consequences.. cos 2 can play the game.. and for those that chance upon this blog, believe mi i am not revengful in nature but just that whem the shyt keeps pouring on u time and again, i believe u will snap too...



Hope everyone out there is having a better day than mine cos this is some random pent up frustration and ranting of mine~



*On a happy note, i am happy cos U are back from ur 3 day excursion already,sleep tite and rest well okie* =)

How i spent my weekend...

My revision finally started but it is still not as intensive as i would like it to be, i think i am just too slack this semester... haiz... From the start of the semester, i told myself i need to move on from my past relatonship, if u can even call that one, i started to find THE ONE. Hmmm but guess what, i just ended up with more bruises and i spent so much time chatting on msn and turns out a lot of the ppl arent that keen into relationships as i am and have other motives.

Finally, i tink i have found someone that is clicking with mi and i really feel the LOVE but then i have wasted the whole semester and now my "engine" is not starting and i cant find the motivation to mug.. i am so worried abt my GPA this semester and i hope to still get a 4 ba ^^

And the whole of saturday i only studied 3 chapters till around 3 am, then i went on to viwawa to play dai dee 2.5... it is seriously an evil game la (thanks to my roomie who introducedd it to mi zzz), i played till 9am! and now i dont feel tired at all. I seriously need to study cos i have only 16 days left till exams, I am really getting worried.. aiyo...

I tink the whole semester the only thing that turned out good was finding You.. the person who is also in a puddle of happiness if u know who you are =D But now what i have to do is to buck up and study if not.. i dont reali wanna think about it,, Jiayou ba danny boy!!! You can still salvage everything cos i believe that hardwork pays off even if it is last minute >.< Those that read this post please pray for mi.. amen.. o mi to fuo.. allah... pls bless mi.

Projects done!!!

YESH!!! Finally, all my projects are about done, at last a heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders =) All's left is 18 days to exams and i can finally take a break!! Looking forward 2 it~

S POP Hurray

I wass excited today because my buddy gave mi 2 free tix to S POP concert and i could see ppl like JJ, Tanya, Jin Sha, Li Sheng Jie, Xiao Jing Teng and Elva...
I tried to ask johnny to go with mi but guess wat, he this semester majoring Marketing and have projects like on saturday and sunday!!??? So in the end i asked Sharmen to accompany me to the concert.
Talking abt sharmen, he has a girlfriend but feels like he doesnt have because he is always so free la like he doesnt have any obligatons like that. I noe i shouldnt complain since when i ask him out hes always free, what a great fren he is ^.^
Okie i got to Kallang and had to walk like 15 mins to the stadium but when i went in and hard the artistes singing, it ws all worth it! Most of the singers were realli godat what they were doing and I got to hear some songs that i have not heard before which was pretty good.
Overall, i was realli impressed by Xiao Jing teng and Li Sheng Jie cos their vocals were superb... Mr Xiao looked so cute when he looked at the audience haha, not to mention elva and jin sha who were equally hot! Okie guess i will stop at here cos its now 2 am and i haven started to study for my quiz, i will die can if i dun study. Wish mi luck!

Are u the one?

Im Back after like one year =.=

Hello im back after like nearly one year. Haha,I guess it is becuse i did not know how to do the blog skin and so i stopped posting already. I think i will start to learn during the next holiday and give my blog a new revamp! Anyway i was talking to my buddy ruifang about my rusty blog which i have not touched in ages. I told her the url and she actually burst out laughing.. cant i just retain the inner child in me even though my url realli very act cute?haha!

I though of just updating my blog because things have really been stressful for me this few weeks. This is the first time i really experience the feeling of being buried in projects... whenever i sit down in my hall in front of my lappie... anime names nor dramas pop up in my mind but rather... ooo 206 need to do research, 201 havent do research, 111 havent do the slides, 106 still have to edit and finsh report... wth its so stressful!!! But hopefully i can endure the 2 weeks and finish all my projects, after which i will have to start studying for exams.

Everything just keeps gushing at me trying to drown me, after the projects, next week there will be presentation and the week after i will have to take the jap oral and listening test. God, any god (since i am a free thinker) please bless me with the strength to finish whatever i have started and give mi a 4.3 maybe? =)

May the right one appear soon =3

Back Finally+

Finally i am back , the past few months just went pass in a blink of an eye... Working, sleeping, working,resting then sleeping, the cycle just goes on.

Sometimes i really wonder when we grow up and go into the adult world, does everything just go on and on and on till the day we die? Everything just seem to whizz past you and before you know it, time has already left you behind, the only thing that catches up with is your age.

Therefore, next time when i world, i will make it a point to travel overseas frequently and see more of the world then will my life be more colourful and bright. I wouldn't want to be stuck doing the same job over and over again without experiencing anything.

Such a sad post but this is what i felt when i looked back these past few months that have past.. haiz when will school start for mi??

Terence 21 bdae party

Sorry for the LATE post haha i was feeling sian the last few days and now here i am!! tada~~

Terence bdae party started with me meeting some of my colleagues at amk control and going over to terence's house.When we reached there, i got the shock of my life. There were so many people there i think easily about 50! Indeed, MR tall and handsome really has a lot of friends haha =P

The food there was nice and ternce and his family treated us with great hospitality. The food and the drinks were great but because there were so many people, terence looked a little flustered and a great deal busy because he had to go around to talk to all his different group of friends.

The cake was the best of all hehe, it was a chocolate cake and it was so so yummy and delicious.

Hmmm... wonder what my 21 bdae party would be like.I think i will at most just invite my clicks to have a small get together at my house and also get presents hehe. But... it is still so far away in 10 month +++ time haiz =[

On the other note it is still good to stay young and cheery. Till next time and here are some of the photos the NCS hub NS portal team took!~ Thanks to Lyn which i took from her Multiply account haha =P

The Tasty and Delicious looking BDAE cake!

Bdae boy who is slightly drunk(ps look at the red face and his stony look lols)

The gals and terence and Sabrina looks oh so Japanese =9

a warm and cuddly picture of the NS portal guys and gals ( the one in yellow in the middle is our lao ban niang~)

hahas finally me looks quite tall in the picture *ai ren ye you chu tou dian*

*US again*